Birthday Freak Out
I came to the realization that within a year, I would be 30 years old (I still feel 21). I’m not ready or prepared. I have never been one of those people who worries about their age. When every birthday comes I celebrate and move on. But this birthday was really hard on me. I was fine till the morning of my birthday and that is when it hit me. I had a minor freak out with tears and everything. The little voice inside my head was saying your life needs an overhaul. Nothing was going according to plan. I should have had my dream career by now and at least seen some of Europe, and etc you get the picture, friends. After taking some time off to reflect, I realized that it was just a freak out and in the end, I’m really blessed in so many ways.
Have any of you friends had a birthday freak out and how did you deal with it?